I painted this painting when I was trying to lift myself up from the bottom. I forgave people who had hurt me and tried to start over, and as I did I kept on getting screwed over which is why I named this painting ''The never ending cycle'' We are meant to be hurt but we can choose to accept it instead of blaming ourselves over it. This painting is expressed in colors, which stands for my emotions.
The colors express that there are still dark parts inside of me which I need to work on but life always gets better which is why there are both dark and light colors.
Red stands for that I'm still bleeding even tho I'm trying to lift myself up. Yellow stand for that i still have hope, I believe that everything is going to better itself and I'm getting happier. Orange combines the energy of red and the happiness of yellow and stands for joy and enthusiasm. Brown stands for that I'm still sad and wistful, theres a lot of regret and guilt still going on inside of me.The purple/reddish stand for independence meaning that I'm going to stop depending on others and try to stand on my own feet this time.