Artist's description:


The absolute worst thing about living 'abroad' is being away from friends and family when life threatening emergencies happen. When I got the call "mum is in hospital", my brain went into a serious meltdown. Phrases like "internal bleeding", "exploratory surgery", and "we just don't know" penetrated the fog and battered my attempts to stay positive.

This painting is that in-between place where you're fighting to stay optimistic, wanting to be realistic, but struggling against crippling fear. I spent a week in this limbo and when finally, mum was out of the woods and well on her way to steady healing I knew I needed some sort of outlet.

Cue one 120cm x 80cm canvas and an attack of black and blue paint. I poured every worry, every fear, every moment of panic out on that canvas and felt infinitely lighter for it.

Ah the healing power of Art!


This original artwork is a heavily textured acrylic/mixed media piece on a deep profile 100% cotton stretched canvas. Framing is possible but not necessary.

When shipped, the canvas will be packed between several layers of hard foam-core board (stronger than cardboard!), bubble wrap, heavy duty cardboard, and strong brown paper. Care instructions for your original art will be attached.

All By Leigh art is insured and tracked during shipping, and must be signed for upon receipt. In the interest of accuracy, no international shipping prices are listed. If you're a buyer from outside of the UK, please contact stacey@ (or simply click the contact icon here on Artfinder) to request a precise shipping price for your location.

Materials used:

Acrylics, Collage papers, various acrylic texture pastes all sealed with acrylics glazing medium and UV protective acrylic varnish

Despair (2015)


Free shipping
  • Artwork description
  • Shipping
  • Returns and refunds
    We want you to love your art! If you are not completely satisfied with your purchase you can return it free within 14 days, no questions asked. Learn more

This artwork is sold by Stacey Leigh Ross from United Kingdom

Would you like 10% off?