About Ausra Balilioniene

I am Ausra Balilioniene, I am 45 years old. I am a mother, currently looking for acquaintance with myself, my soul. I worked as a customs broker for 10 years, I was a wife and I am raising a 7-year-old daughter. No matter what I did, no matter how much joy everyone around me experienced. I felt the joy of life less and less. On Christmas morning of this year (2022), I realized, I felt that I was not there. I don't know who I am, why I live, what I want to do, why I gave myself away to everyone and everything. The same morning, the divorce took place and the difficult path of self-discovery began. Who I am, why I live, who I really am. The only thought was to start painting. Which I have never done before! Little by little, meditation came to me, and with it my work. It was as if someone was painting it all through me. It was and is a conversation with my soul. Right now, it's one of the things that gives me peace and joy. Although the journey to self-discovery is still ongoing. My work is a meditation. A conversation with the real me.